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*Red*
-Closest red thing to you: MY dictionary...and heart string lights
-Last thing to make you angry?: Crazy workers
-Do you have a temper?: half and half
-Last warning you were given?: I can't remember
-Ever been in love?: I think so
-Are you a fan of romance?: HUGE FAN

*Orange*
-Closest orange thing to you?: I don't see any orange.....I know I have an orange shirt in my closet
-Do you like to burn things?:candles
-Dress up for halloween?: yup
-Are you usually a warm-hearted person?: Yup
-Do you have anything against ginger hair?:I have a weakness for redheads....ie Axl Rose
-Are you usually full of energy?: yup

*Yellow*
-Closest yellow thing to you?:A pencil...and a gold star ornament from my director
-The happiest time of your life?: Jr. year with my girls.
-Favourite holiday?: I do Love New Years Eve, and thanksgiving
-What makes you smile?: whole lot of stuff
-Are you a coward?: I'm cautious
-Do you burn or tan?: deep deep red/tan

*Green*
-Closest green thing to you?: my mug that my pencils are in
-Do you care about the environment?: I recylce!
-Are you jealous of anyone right now?: Who ever might get that part in WEST SIDE STORY...if/when I don't.
-Are you a lucky person?: I have my days
-Do you always want what you can’t have?: who doesnt....I am usually pretty
-Do you like being outdoors?: love it.

*Blue*
-Closest blue thing to you?: my pants, my sham
-Are you good at calming people down?: I think so
-Do you like the sea?: I love the ocean, Id never me able to live too far inland
-Last thing to make you cry: My managers meeting last night
-Are you a logical thinker?: I'm artistically logical....?
-Can you sleep easily?: I sleep like a log...Leon is a light sleeper..poor guy...I snore too :-)

*Purple*
-Closest Purple thing to you?: my shirt
-Like being treated to expensive things?: It's flattering , but makes me anxious
-Do you like mysterious things?: yup
-Favourite type of chocolate?: dark...Im not big on chocolate though
-Ever met anyone in royalty?: Prince Harry and I use to chill alot....during my REM cycle
-Are you creative?: I think so

*White*
-Closest white thing to you?: an ivitation next to me
-Would you say you’re innocent?: Im naive
-Always try to keep the peace?: Im a mediator
-How do you imagine your wedding: Lots of family and friends..Fall/spring wedding....my moms dress redesigned...Ive put alot of thought into it...I wont bore everyone with specifics
-Do you like to play in the snow?: yup
-Are you afraid of going to the doctors or dentists?: I love my dentist, Ive been seeing him for 15 years.

*Black*
-Closest black thing to you?: my desk
-Ever enjoy hurting people?: only for purely sexual reasons
-Are you sophisticated or silly?: both...normally put together
-Afraid of death?: Im afraid of not achieving before that time..but it's a cycle of life.
-Would you like to go to space?: could be fun
-Do you have a lot of secrets?:enough

*general*
-What is your favourite colour?: Purple
-Does the color you wear affect your mood?: yes
-What color are your bedroom walls?:a blue green...and green blue
-You prefer contrasting or harmonizing colours?:both
-Do you like to paint?: Im not very good, but I love it
-What color would you think best symbolises you? Purple...a deep deep violet.

So...he has finally asked me to move to L.A with him.....
am I ready for that? gah!

I was having a conversation with a very esteemed friend of mine about relationships. Is there a point where conversation dies...? Can two people be so compatible to oneanother where conversation isn't important?

Well?

I feel so torn right now. After everything we've been through Im wondering what Im doing...

Today was a good day, easy day at work, Matt stopped by it was good to see him after so long.
Once again Leon backed out of coming to my show....he's feeling sick...which I can't blame him, but I'm staring to get that feeling whether it's worth it anymore..Lord knows I adore him, Im starting to feel underappriciated. It's been so long since he's done anything for me, or gone out, I just want to be romanced...I'm such a sap. I just feel so bound to him...bleh...he is great, I just need emotion....thank you for listening.
Well, Happy Cinco De Mayo, might go out tonight...might not...

Alright, enough of that! Steel Magnolias 2nd to last week...love these girls!

Dear Life,
Hey! How's it been going?...well I'm sure you know, you are pretty involved with me.
Just wanted to run some ideas by you...and maybe we can colaberate on something a little less...stressful?..or even busy...thats be great thanks.
I mean I've been doing a pretty good job lately keeping it together trying to stay sane and be the strong one...but now with the recent developments...and now that Leon is moving within 1-3 to 6 mths....I feel I might be cracking under the pressure.
Things were going so smoothly...I'm ready for a new chapter....just I would prefer him in it..here..with me.
Just let me in on maybe a summary on where you're taking me...if possible.
Talk to you soon!
Love, Shannon
P.S...can you talk to someone about all this rain we're having?

Is someone in LOVE...!?!?! by Dontphunkwithmylove
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Favorite Color:
Is someone in LOVE with you, right now?	Hell YEAH!
Are you in LOVE, right now?	Yes!
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How you really say "I love you." by lenatheraven
Name
...believe in true love?	yesnoI wish I didI wish I didn'tmost definitelynot until someone proved it to me
Your hands say	With me, you'll never be lost.
Your eyes say	I can't dream anyone more beautiful.
Your hugs say	Nothing I desire compares with you.
Your kisses say	I am addicted to you.
Your body says	Just curl up next to me.
Your heart says	I love you.
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Im so freaking easy...such a blubbering romantic...but Im happy! Even with a lumpy ovary... ;-)


Hot DAMN!

who do you love by iluvantonio
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Man oh man...I fell asleep in my chair last night at 230...got up at 4 went to work..spent the whole day work/school/errands/rehearsal...and nowIm back home...finishing up my final essay for the rest of the quarter...yay!


Im drained...but happy...he makes me happy...gah!

Your Power Color Is Gold

At Your Highest: You are engrossed in passions that mentally stimulate you. At Your Lowest: You seek thrills and neglect what's important in your life. In Love: You see dating as adventure and approach it with an open attitude. How You're Attractive: You passion for life makes others passionate about you. Your Eternal Question: "Am I Having Fun?"

Your Life Path Number is 7

Your purpose in life is to find truth and meaning You are very spiritual, and you are interested in the mysteries of life. You are quite analytical and a great thinker. You have many theories and insights. A life of solitude is perfect for you. You need time to think and do things your way. In love, you are quite charming. You attract many with your confidence and wit. While you enjoy being alone, sometimes you take it to an extreme. You can become too isolated, shutting out loved ones and friends. Express yourself a little bit more, and you'll be surprised where it takes you!

Pesto Pizza

Adventurous and hedonistic. You live for new experiences and tastes And you're not the type to have your pizza the same way twice If they can put it on pizza, you're up for trying it!

I went to the Doctors today for my Pap...screamingly good time.
For Girls who havent had it yet....its not that bad. I really like my doctor, she kept things light and chatty until she dropped the A-bomb on me.

I have to go in for an UltraSound on thursday, there is a hard mass on my left ovary...now Im not too worried...well that a lie, I am worried, but Im sure its nothing more then a cyst...but still.
So that was added to my stress, Finals are next week, and as Ive been reveiwing my Essay for Art History...its crap.So Im rewriting most of it...8 pages more!...shoot me...or shoot my mass.

Im frightened.

Your Five Variable Love Profile

Propensity for Monogamy: Your propensity for monogamy is medium. In general, you prefer to have only one love interest. But it's hard for you to stay devoted for too long! There's too much eye candy to keep you from wandering. Experience Level: Your experience level is high. You've loved, lost, and loved again. You have had a wide range of love experiences. And when the real thing comes along, you know it! Dominance: Your dominance is high. It's your way or the highway when it comes to love. You like to be very involved in your sweetie's life. No question, you like to be the one calling the shots. Cynicism: Your cynicism is low. You are an eternal optimist when it comes to love and romance. No matter how many times you've been hurt - you're never bitter. You believe in one true love, your perfect soulmate. And if you haven't found true love yet, you know you will soon. Independence: Your independence is medium. In relationships, you need both "me time" and "we time." You usually find it easy to be part of a couple. But occasionally you start to feel a little smothered.

Your Birthdate: June 12

You're a dynamic, charismatic person who's possibly headed for fame. You tend to charm strangers easily. And you usually can get what you want from them. Verbally talented, you tend to persuade people with your speaking and writing. You are affectionate and loving, but it's hard for you to commit to any one relationship. Your strength: Your charm Your weakness: Your extreme manipulation tactics Your power color: Indigo Your power symbol: Four leaf clover Your power month: December

You Are Lightning

Beautiful yet dangerous People will stop and watch you when you appear Even though you're capable of random violence You are best known for: your power Your dominant state: performing

I like that I must say!

Your Love Element Is Water

In love, you connect deeply and commit totally. For you, love is all about taking risks and moving into unknown territory. You attract others with courage and confidence. Your flirting style is defined by your flexibility and ability to adapt. Nurturing and shared learning are the cornerstones of your love life. And while you may jump in to love too quickly, you always come out the wiser for it. You connect best with: Metal Avoid: Earth You And another Water element: will pull each other down into a dark place

Gummy Bears

You may be smooshie and taste unnatural, but you're so darn cute.

How You Are In Love

You fall in love quickly and easily. And very often. You tend to give more than take in relationships. You tend to get very attached when you're with someone. You want to see your love all the time. You love your partner unconditionally and don't try to make them change. You stay in love for a long time, even if you aren't loved back. When you fall, you fall hard.

Oh St. Patrick...Im so ready for tonight.

Going to le City tonight to some club with some people..for some extended amount of time....It'll be good clean fun.

Private Lives is over which is saddening, I miss everyone very much...although I've been trying to be good about correspondance...its always been my weakest link.

Finally going to the Dr . on Monday, Matt you should be very happy to hear that, and thank you for harping on me to go.

Had a Callback for Pigeon Players on Wednesday, so Im waiting to hear back from them...but then I just got an offer from Northside to Stage/backstage manage "Steel Magnolias"....which is feircely tempting. I love working with James and Meridith and Im so comfortable there...eeeegg.

School is almost over thank god, and Im starting to decide where I should spend my first vacation time this summer....Im thinking of going down south for a bit....maybe drive up the Oregon Coast with some people spend 3 days in Gearhart and Portland....good family fun....I miss my family...

Das ist all.

Drive Safely Tonight!

Well my makeover is almost done

So far I've distanced myself from the people who were dragging me down.
I've made many new friends
persude the whole paid acting thing
Went down from a size 10 to a 6 or 4...Im not sure...I need to check.
I have to admit my vanity has been getting the best of me., but because of pilates, diet, running, and certain male companions...I've developed a figure.

Life has been busy. Private Lives opens next week, I'm really excited, all my spare time has been towards this,so I've been surviving off red bulls and 4 hours of sleep for the the last four weeks.Quite nice.
School is decent.
Work is dramatic...but Im afraid there is nothing that there can be done about that.
Went out with Eddie again last saturday.Went to dinner at Amicis and then saw "Walk the Line", such a cute movie, Im always a little hesitant about Reese Witherspoon but I found her terribly likeable.
What a good guy, eddie, such a dear.
My love life has been bumby and unpredictable. I'm never sure what my next should be. Am I being naive...its possible. I've become my own worst nightmare in this sense...but I feel almost justified...which is awful.
I just wish someone would make the first move.

Going out tonight to The Elepant Bar with the crew, then maybe to Oasis with Leon and Raja...but we might hit up the Kit Kat...I still want to see what all the fuss is about.
TaRah!